Saturday, April 9, 2011

Forgive Me, Blog...


For I have sinned.

It has been 2 years since my last divulgence.

There was a distinct vow made; 2 years ago, upon arrival in Paris. Seeing all the glorious new people, new experiences and being kind of ridiculous. I knew that I was going to become a blogger. The vow stayed intact through my 2 week stay in La Courneuve, France and followed me to Leusden, Netherlands. It remained unbroken in Groningen. Survived the glorious city of Utrecht and the beauty of Amsterdam. And even as I waved goodbye to Paris and to a man I truly honored and loved, I had the intentions of putting my life out there for me to see and all to read. I bailed. Well, I bailed on doing it in a timely manner. How fun procrastination is.

"It will be good for my thoughts and to see what it was I saw and felt in the places I was lucky enough to witness. Like a photo-album, yet better." Yeah, right. Nice thought, Vic.

Thankfully Victoria's inconsistencies are incredibly amazing at saving up her energy for a HUGE LEAP, randomly. I like random. It's kewl, keeps it real. So this is like the photo-album (but better) assembling. I'm crossed-legged in the middle of my bedroom surrounded by memories I want to file. To remember what drives me, and the people and places that make me the person I know I can be. That reminds me, I need to work on my photo albums. You know, those things that come with negatives and you can hold just one in your hand. Photographs.

Anyway. That can come later, focus Victoria.

SOOOoo I'm back. For myself. This blog is not made solely for the eyes this falls upon or the deaf ears my emotional assessment of the World (some call it bitching, oh well.) reaches. Although hopefully it will help us both. I'll give ya some pics, so people don't think I'm lying. I'm trying to be true. True to you and myself.

This should be fun. Good 'ol fashioned, selfish fun.

My incredible father always says "It is not bragging if it is true."

Yet I know, from experience, that people have a hard time with the truth. I'm not going to point any fingers, guilt is not my style, yet it seems everyone's got an "opinion" and very few have the education behind said opinions to be a valid source. Delivery is everything in advising, in coaching, in learning. I'm working on it. I never have malevolent intensions, well, I mostly do not. Some people are too stupid to deserve much more than I am already giving them, or maybe it's too greedy. Either way, the World is an amazing creature and deserves to be cherished and studied and shared.

Honesty is the best policy, and sharing is caring...

So here's to truth!

And hopefully you won't be bored, I mean, whoever you are. I'm sure you're awesome, and I will try my best to entertain ya. Kay? Kewl.

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